The Price of It All

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  1. wow this is serious la. thot u're happy w current job but seems that u're not. have to think what u like doing the most, maybe then u wont be stressed too much

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  2. guess what carney..i was a lot like u during school years..i remembered when u approached me & asked me to join the debate team..i went for not wanting to hurt u..but honestly when i got into utm..that was when i had my say..cos my parents wanted me to become a med doc..i rebelled & chose my life path in the UPU form..& i decided that 'this is it..no one can control me now..i'm tired of leading people..being 'somebody'..for once in utm, i want to be 'normal'' seriously normal..so i chose not to join the debate team..despite debate is my passion & i guess also a talent..for a simple reason..if i joined the team..ppl will know me..ppl will elect me for this n that..ppl will place a certain expectation on me..all these are based on experience i had for 12yrs since kindy..so i put a stop to it..& it is something i never regret..at least i get to make mistake & not look stupid..i enjoyed my uni years just studying & that's that..i felt very 'normal'..y i want to be normal? because i was extremely tired with everything that i had to put up with..& for once i want to feel how it's like to be on the other side...i'm not saying u should quit but i think it is important for u to realize that life just isn't abt keeping scores..

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  3. I can pretty much relate to your situation as I've also lived much of my life repressed by the expectations of family, friends and community. It's never too late to turn the tide and the first step to do so is basically to ask this simple question: What makes you truly happy? Answer that with all heart and sincerity...and you're off the road to recovery. Good luck!

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  4. Allah telah menyatakan di dalam Al-Quran bahawa Dia tidak akan menduga umatNya dengan dugaan yang tidak mampu ditanggungnya. Bersabarlah kerana kuatkanlah hati kerana hari demi hari, hidup kita lebih kompleks dan rumit. Setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya. Apa yang kita hadapi dalam hidup ini walaupun sekecil mana sekalipun perkara itu merupakan suatu pengalaman yang cukup besar ertinya dalam hidup kita di kemudian hari.

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  5. sis datang nak peluk neyz kuat-kuat.kuat dan kuat...go for holiday may dear.maybe it help.then solat istikharah...disitu pasti ada petunjuknya

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  6. Baliklah Senai balik...mintak jadi Head of CCD balik..keje dengan boss baru best. As long as you do your task he will be happy to give another task..hehehehe...kembalilah ke pangkal jalan karni!

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