Ever since I came across the phrase 'vomit blood' which was coined by Diyanazman.com (as far as I'm concerned, she created the term because she is always vomitting blood in her posts. I seriously recommend she go for santau treatment, eh Diyana?)
Anyway, I'm starting vomit blood series to vent out my frustration on (what else?) work. This is a discreet way to say that I do not love my job, my line of career right now and I'm merely putting up with people's idiosyncrasies because I need the dough. A couple of weeks ago, I dreamed that I was given poor rating for work (which I took the news calmly) and then the Company offered me separation scheme totalling half a million ringgits! Of course I was over the moon and signed on the offer immediately. Then I woke up and realized that it was just a dream. I still cling to the hope that it will come true one of these days. YES.
Anyway. Today I feel like heaving off today's sh*t of my chest. I almost had a heart attack when the project department informed me that their staff have not received their safety coverall. I mean, wth?? Wasn't the fitting done when I was still on maternity leave? How come my ex-boss didn't mention anything about it?
So I had to dig through emails, called up from the SCM department to the supplier and the staff who was handling this thing previously. I came to a nerve-wrecking conclusion - no one had initiated the PR. Cr*p. Excuse the bad language today.
I remember, albeit not so clearly, that my ex-boss once mentioned that the safety coverall for head office is not under HR budget, but the project dept budget. Which is why I strongly suspected that is the reason why she forwarded the email from the SCM dept requesting for user to create PR, to the project dept for their action. Otherwise, she would ask my Non-Executive to do it. But when I talked to the project dept, they claimed that it's under HR budget and that is why they have been feeding figures to us for budget consolidation purposes. Eh? They were not entirely wrong because I once requested for the info. Was I wrong back then? See, last year during budget preparation time, I was crazy sick with morning sickness that a lot of things were a hazy memory to me. I had no inkling to budget for what item and I felt that my ex-boss did not spend enough time to guide me on budget preparation. Shortly after that, budget consolidation was assigned to someone else which was a relief to me. Except that now I'm crazy confused over whose budget is it and why was the PR not created back in April, dammit??!
I couldn't check with my ex-boss because she's on long leave. I have no one to verify the facts. It's frustrating me! But at the end of the day, I just want to move forward, create that stupid PR and get the whole thing delivered before January. Otherwise, I'm dead meat. Even though it's not my fault per se. The only fault I could point at myself is for making assumptions that just because that email is directed to someone else, I don't have to follow up on it. The thing is, I even found email back in March from SCM that said that target delivery for head office is in April, which meant that the PR has been created kan? Again, I don't know.
Sigh. Frustrated. I've no idea why ex-boss didn't update me on this and why certain things were communicated late to me. I felt that we spent too much time on one of our initiative and I was instructed to attend stupid, not relevant and useless training programmes for the initiative, of which those times were better spent at keeping track of the BAU items. See where it leads me to. Non-compliance. Sigh.
Anyway, I'm starting vomit blood series to vent out my frustration on (what else?) work. This is a discreet way to say that I do not love my job, my line of career right now and I'm merely putting up with people's idiosyncrasies because I need the dough. A couple of weeks ago, I dreamed that I was given poor rating for work (which I took the news calmly) and then the Company offered me separation scheme totalling half a million ringgits! Of course I was over the moon and signed on the offer immediately. Then I woke up and realized that it was just a dream. I still cling to the hope that it will come true one of these days. YES.
Anyway. Today I feel like heaving off today's sh*t of my chest. I almost had a heart attack when the project department informed me that their staff have not received their safety coverall. I mean, wth?? Wasn't the fitting done when I was still on maternity leave? How come my ex-boss didn't mention anything about it?
So I had to dig through emails, called up from the SCM department to the supplier and the staff who was handling this thing previously. I came to a nerve-wrecking conclusion - no one had initiated the PR. Cr*p. Excuse the bad language today.
I remember, albeit not so clearly, that my ex-boss once mentioned that the safety coverall for head office is not under HR budget, but the project dept budget. Which is why I strongly suspected that is the reason why she forwarded the email from the SCM dept requesting for user to create PR, to the project dept for their action. Otherwise, she would ask my Non-Executive to do it. But when I talked to the project dept, they claimed that it's under HR budget and that is why they have been feeding figures to us for budget consolidation purposes. Eh? They were not entirely wrong because I once requested for the info. Was I wrong back then? See, last year during budget preparation time, I was crazy sick with morning sickness that a lot of things were a hazy memory to me. I had no inkling to budget for what item and I felt that my ex-boss did not spend enough time to guide me on budget preparation. Shortly after that, budget consolidation was assigned to someone else which was a relief to me. Except that now I'm crazy confused over whose budget is it and why was the PR not created back in April, dammit??!
I couldn't check with my ex-boss because she's on long leave. I have no one to verify the facts. It's frustrating me! But at the end of the day, I just want to move forward, create that stupid PR and get the whole thing delivered before January. Otherwise, I'm dead meat. Even though it's not my fault per se. The only fault I could point at myself is for making assumptions that just because that email is directed to someone else, I don't have to follow up on it. The thing is, I even found email back in March from SCM that said that target delivery for head office is in April, which meant that the PR has been created kan? Again, I don't know.
Sigh. Frustrated. I've no idea why ex-boss didn't update me on this and why certain things were communicated late to me. I felt that we spent too much time on one of our initiative and I was instructed to attend stupid, not relevant and useless training programmes for the initiative, of which those times were better spent at keeping track of the BAU items. See where it leads me to. Non-compliance. Sigh.
12:23 PM
huhu.. kesian isteri terchenta yg comel ini.. *ma! ma! - khayla panggil*